Wake me up, i can't wake up.

I received my Pink Ball from SocialVibe not too long ago and decided to take a picture with it. Kind of a bad picture, but whatever. And for everyone who doesn't know what SocialVibe is its a website where you can join a Cause and get sponsored without even having to pay a dime. Whenever you log on and update your status and stuff like that you earn points and when you earn points you make money for that cause. And when you get to a certin amount of points you can get a pink ball. I like it a lot. Right now i am supporting To Write Love On Her Arms. and raised about 41,902 dollars already just for that cause. And when you get to 100% you move on to a different one. I like it alot. 

Anyways I redid my Blog, i don't think i like it but whatever. Do you guys like it? ha. I got extremely bored and tired of my old one, so i decided it was time for a change. Change is good sometimes...uhm. Well Good change is good..

I kinda feel like i have nothing to talk about anymore. Everything is just the same, i wake up, go to school (Well not this week or last week? whatever ha), and deal with the stupid drama. ha. I need to be more exciting but i did make some promises to myself because im not following my new years resolution uhm...haha. But my promises are:

-From now on im going to live my life 'cause who knows, i may never see tomorrow.

-Im going to smile no matter what happens.

-My life isn't going to stop for one little bump in the road, im going to keep going and just see what happens.

-I will learn how to play guitar this year.

-I have goals, i WILL achieve them, and no one can stop me.

-I am going to do the impossible, cause guess what? Nothing is impossible. 

So my Artist list of what i have been listening too contains: Panic at the Disco, Phantom Planet, Cute is What We Aim For, Boys Like Girls, The Cab, Fall Out Boy, and Evanesance. The only artist i have been listening too lately. Its kinda weird. But i like it so its a-okay with me. Ha wow, im a total nerd, but thats alright i have to live with it. ha.

Also does anyone have a clue what "PPP" might mean? I have been pondering that all day and i still am, so if anyone knows just like tell me ha. But i don't think anyone knows but a certin four people. Gahh. Its 3:18 in the morning, i need sleep. Shopping tomorrow. Pretty excited. Woohoo for me! ha.

Also this:

"Forget the risk, take the fall. If its what you want, its worth it all."

Woahwoahwoahh.

Today went by extremely fast, i don't want it too though. Spring Break is going by too fast, i just realized that i haven't even done that much. I guess my life is just really boring. Everyone is like "Oh yeah tomorrow? Party, party, PARTY!!" i don't really care about drinking or smoking, who does it benefit? Yeah you get drunk and you have fun but your not really smart when your drunk and you wake up with a major hangover the next day. Can't you just wait like 6 years to drink legally? Plus you do stupid stuff that you usually don't remember and you can't go back and change it and everyone is like "I really shouldn't of done that, ughh i hate my life! Im living in hell!!" Well its your fault for drinking, not mine thanks. [:

Anywhoooo i need summer to come fast. Im going to California for like two weeks, woohoo! I can get out of this town for just a little bit! I really want to go to Monterey so i can go to the Monterey Bay Aquarium. I heard its the biggest in the United States. Yeah i know, people usally only little kids enjoy Aquariums and Zoos but i like them a lot. More Aquariums then Zoos cause i wanna be a Marnie Bioligest haha. 

Not looking forward to tomorrow, don't wanna go swimming or see anyone just wanna stay in bed! Blah. I guess im lazy too. ha. Once again i guess my life is extremely boring. Nothing really exciting happens, like Zak was all "What was the most exciting thing that happened to you this year?" And i ended up saying "Well...i really don't know, i guess nothing." And then it clicked, i have a boring life. The most exciting thing that happened to me was the Panic concert i went to in October, and Meeting Plain White Ts... Yeah i don't like to go drink, sneak out, get in fights and such. Id rather stay home, have friends over and just have fun knowing that we don't need beer to have fun, listen to music and dance around my room, ATTEMT to play my guitar, having long conversations on the phone, and color. The simple things in life is what makes me happy.

Wow, most of this blog was about how boring my life is. Sorry about that. Maybe i should start talking about random worthless things like....How this random guy on myspace won't leave me alone hahahaha. I even blocked him....

Oh!! I was just on Myspace and on the ADs it was like Criss Angel Quiz? Take it! and under it was like Panic at the Disco! Take the quiz now! How ironic?...Criss Angel..PATD. Wierd...Okay i need sleep, and i need to think about some things...

But for now Random song time!!

Five Minutes Till Midnight- Boys like Girls

Newport Living- Cute is what We Aim For

The Tide- The Spill Canvas

Everything is Alright- Motion City Soundtrack

California- Metro Station

Woohoo!!

:D

Spin it round, spin it round.

LONG two days, moving all my stuff back in my room takes forever, and now i have all this crap laying on my floor cause i don't know what to do with it. My dance trophies and medals go on shelves along with my sea shells but guess what? No shelves yet, my mom wont take me to get some but whatever.Brooke and Amy are coming Friday i hope that will be fun. I was looking at some pictures on Global Warming and it like scares me to death. Ahh. Also i was doing research on Animal Testing for my speech (I think thats a good topic to talk about for like 10 minutes right?) and its so sad, i almost start crying. And i read about how the Government uses animal testing on dogs. Crazy right? I think its wrong. They spend more money on animal testing then they do curing illnesses. Blahblahblah.

Anyhoe I need to get ready, going to Adriana's house. Shes one of my few best friend that haven't just dumped me on the side of the road (hint HINT) ;] hahahahaha, wow im over that. Like if she doesn't have enough courage to come to me and talk to my face why should i try to talk to her? 

And I've been looking at my formal dress and just relized that i was supposed to be in her group, so now i don't know what im going to do. Something will turn out. Uhm...

Introducing Phoebe: 

She always makes my day, she comes in my room every night lays at my feet and starts purring. Shes so sweet, well until she comes up and starts biting everything she sees. Uhm...

P.s Im like obsessed with the song The Forth Drink Instinct by Cute is What We Aim for. mmhmm, :]

Go ahead and burn it down.

Pretty good Spring Break so far...well kinda. Friday went to Zacks house with Taylor, Sarah, and Zak. Sat in the hot tub for like 3 hours,i don't think thats good for you... Saturday went to Zacks house once again with Zak and Taylor and when we were in Zacks room his mom came in and started crying, and we were all whats wrong? And she was all, well you know Chris? Well he just killed himself.... Everyone started crying. That was the second teen suicide in 2009. Wow....

It was pretty emotional, so we decided to go bowling. Everyones scores were in the 100s and my score? Yeah it was 26. I suck at bowling. Thats no surprise though, I've always sucked. 

My room is almost done, just have to paint some spots black that we missed and vaccume, and i think clean my floor. Im just excited to get it done, im tired of just sleeping on a mattress. Now i can hang up all my stuff that i got, once again im excited ha. 

Depressing week...I hope it gets better. But the good thing is that the guy i like moved in next door. ;] Mmhmm haha. Wow, im lame. 

Im bored, so if anyone wants to talk

AIM- KaitlynSometimes279@mac.com

"Its just a lyrical lie made up in my mind."

Lies are lies, hard not to believe...

I feel like i have to please everyone in this world, i never can please myself. Whenever i do something that i enjoy people get all pissy and hate me, But when it seems that i do something they like they seem a-okay with there lives,

Whats wrong with everyone lately? Is it me? Or is it just everyone?

I can never seem to please anyone lately. Not even myself. 

Im not depressed, I just act depressed sometimes because sometimes thats how i feel. Maybe i should just hid all my emotions and pretend everything is alright. 

I really should be doing homework, tomorrow is end of quarter. But no, im on here writing this. Which i would rather do in the first place. Everyone is bipolar these days, even my teachers. My math grade went to a A to a F from missing one thing, which wasn't even that many points. 

All i do is feel like crying right now, no one listens to me. Except my best friend, who is going out of town for two weeks so idk what ill do without her. Also i just love how everyone is like "oh yeah im here for you, whenever you wanna talk just come here and i'll listen."

Yeah, stop feeding me lies thank you.

Sorry for the rant, i need to do my math, to get my damn grade up. Joy.

"Im learning to fall and i can hardly breath."

The paperboy?

Comes every morning at like 2:30....I don't think thats like normal for a paperboy to come by in his car at 2:30 in the morning. And to add on to that he like chucks it at our door so it sounds like someone is trying to break into our house, blahh scary dude.

Just another day came and passed, im glad. I NEED Spring Break. I can't wait to hang out with my Best Friend like all week, you know sense my bestest best friend is leaving me for California im stuck with her. ;] haha, just kidding. But we ordered my new bed today, it should be in like friday hopefully. im tired of sleeping downstairs because i can't move my bed in my room until were done with it and i get my new bed, and plus my dad needs to put in my new light, because it blew up? haha, so now i have to pick out my outfit with a flashlight. Im lucky haha.

Also i have to do a speech on whatever i want, but it has to be ten minutes. No less, no more. I was thinking about doing like Animal Testing for it but i have no clue. It needs to be interesting and be able to be talked about for ten minutes. Any good ideas? I need one, blahhh. I hate English, it sucks. We always have to write these things and i have no idea what im doing. Good thing im not in Advanced. That would suck even more.

Oh and today i almost cut of one of my fingers TWICE in wood shop. It sucked, then Nicole comes over and says "Oh you know what they say, third times a charm." It got me scared. ha. Maybe i shouldn't work with wood working machines 'cause its not my first time almost cutting a finger off ha.

Random song:

If I Had Eyes- Jack Johnson 

Mmmhmm. ;]

Right back where we started from...

I had a alright day i guess, but this girl makes my day. But I don't think we ever have had a serious conversation haha. But it seems that p.e was the funnest. We were yelling at random kids in the hallway, but it was just random stuff. Pretty funny though. Looks like i have a crap load of makeup on. Which i really don't wear that much  because no one really need that much makeup on. I think its stupid when someone puts tons on.

But I've completely been dropped and forgot about, one of my "best" friends won't talk to me. But whatever maybe i should just let it pass and see what happens. I can't let my world stop because i had a bump in the road. I can't let it happen. Everything will work out in the end.

Anyhoe i got to paint my room this weekend, its light pink at the time. But tomorrow i get to paint the trim of everything black. Also i get to order my new bed and bed set which are black and white, i think it will hopefully look good. But right now i have to sleep down stairs until i get my new bed and get done with my room, ha. 

Secret Life is on tonight, im pretty excited haha. Wow, im lame but its alright. I LOVE it. :] But does anyone know when the season finale is? I heard its tonight? But im not sure. I'll be super mad if it is. I need it to be friday, im ready for spring break. Im tired of my school and almost everyone in it.

AIM: Kaitlynsometimes279@mac.com

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