Oh man.

Oh hey, its been a while. I forgot all about this blog. I've been hanging out in tumblr, but I could always post in both? Here is the link to it: http://kaitlynsometimes.tumblr.com/

Its been about eh, three months? Quite a bit has happened. It turned out that i didn't make a cheerleader, oh well. But i was in our spring musical. We did Grease. It was a blast! Of course it was too late for me to try out for a lead so I was just chorus which wasn't a bad thing 'cause I'm a dancer.

So there's a picture of the whole cast doing the hand jive.

Ah, I also cut and dyed my hair! Its a light blonde now. I like it a lot. It made me more confident in myself. Which is not a bad thing for me at this time. I've been lacking self confidence, which made school be harder to get through. But I have met some amazing people these past couple months. And one thing that is strange is i'm good friends with my brother's friends. I feel comfortable talking to them and telling them things, and they do the same. Its really strange.

In art one day me and my friend Sarah decided we wanted to be harry potter characters. So I was Ron and she was Harry. And I had freckles and she had glasses and a lightening bolt on her forehead. We also had wants on our hands and writing that said "Ron Weasly (the ginger)" and "Harry Potter (the chosen one)" I'm obsessed a tad about ginger kids. They're just so cute!

Karma Police

I know, i know i disappeared again. And i always say i'll come back and start posting more.

Now i actually mean it.

Well, tons have been going on in my life.

I lost a few friends, and i gained a few. And about the losses i'm not so sad about. I know i

should be but... I'm not. It was one of those friends who treat you like crap and don't really

care if you're there or not but care if you're not friends with them. A couple of those friends i

lost.

I also tried out for cheerleading. Yes, people think cheerleaders are sluts, annoying, and

everything else you can think of. But most aren't. Its sad about those girl and how they feel

when people make fun of them because they enjoy what they do. They love cheerleading and

get made fun of for it. How right is that? No body should be made fun of just because they

love doing something. Its just not cool. They like doing it, so what?

Also, i got a dailybooth. And its dailybooth.com/kait_lynnnn

If you have one, tell me or whatever.

"But we're faster and never scared."

Ive been lacking posts

Sorry, my computer broke, currently getting fixed at this moment in time.


I Wish he waS My best friend, people need to stop being so serious in life and realize that sometimes you just have to put all seriousness away and have fun once in a while.
Life is too short for everyone to be serious. This is why me and Sarah try to make everyone we see who looks sad or is just standing there sing and dance with us. Not joking, we do this every day. Lunch and after school is the best time to do it. Not many people will do it. Even if it does mean we will embarrass ourselves we still do it.
I camE To the point where i dont really care what anyone thinks of me, im me, and im not going to change for anyone. If people dont like who i am, then finE they dont have to be around me oR Hang around me.

Our big KW that we remake every year and burn every year didn:t burn very well this year.

It was about

20 degrees outside,

extremely cold, to cold for me. Thats for sure.

The best part of believe is the lie..

Sorry for the lack of posts. I've been meaning to get on here and post but i get distracted with random things. But i promise i will post way more. I'll try to every day or every other day.

I got my hair dyed and cut. Wanted it platinum blonde, and dyed all over. And thats not what she did. She did highlights again. Every time i go in she does highlights and nothing more. So i think I'm going to go to a different hair dresser.

School has been in session for about 6-7 weeks now. And tons of people have changed. A couple days ago one of my old friends came up to me and started having a conversation about how she saved her money up to go and buy alcohol after school and she needs to go smoke, and i asked her was it 'cause her new friend smoke and drink, she replied yes. I told her i didn't care about her drinking or smoking so if she wants to talk about something interesting to come back and talk to me.

Being a follower never gets you anywhere in life. People don't decide your future you do, so why follow? Go ahead, be yourself. Being someone else doesn't help anything, it just makes two people one. When you begin to follow people, they start making decisions for you. It doesn't matter if the decisions are good or bad, they just want to look better. No matter how good or bad of a friend they are, they always want to look better than there 'followers'. I don't like people like that. Thinking there superior to everyone just 'cause.

Everyone is equal. No one is better than anyone else.

Pick the poison and pour yourself a glass.

I'm sorry i haven't been posting lately. I've been busy for the most part.

What is high school like for me?

Its alright i guess. Passing periods i always get smashed by all the older kids. Thats not always joyful let me tell you that. In fashion design we made "Hattii Dolls" or something like that, they looked like voodoo dolls. I kid you not. I just wish my best friend went to my school. Kinda depressing. In drama i have to act out a childerens book. I was going to do "Are you my mother?" But i think "Green Eggs and ham" will be much easier to act.

A couple days ago my dog would not leave the backyard. We had no idea what so ever why. And one morning before school started i decided to see what was so interesting, it was a turtle. And there is no wild turtles where i live. So i have no idea how he/she got back there. I decided to name it Murtle the Turtle. At first i asked my dad if we could keep him he said no. A day later we found the turtle again. Once again i asked if we could keep it. My dad finally gave in. So right now he/she is in a baby pool with dirt water salad and tree branches. We couldn't find a turtle tank or anything so we have to go look for that this weekend. But i guess the pool will work find for now.

I also got my hair cut. I'm not sure if i like it, Tuesday i'm going to go get it dyed so i'll probably like it better then. Okay, gotta go do homework. My sophomore year isn't turning out the way i would like it too...

Dear

Blog,

Sorry i have been ignoring you lately. School started today and i have been super busy. I've been in Montana for the past week with my family school shopping. Not fun. Today was my first day of my sophomore year. Oh and may i add that it was a new school. I got lost a couple times, but i found my way. None of my friends are in my classes, they're all in different classes together. But i did change my classes so I'm not in freshman math. But then they didn't even give me a math class, maybe i should check up on that. But for now im fine going to Fashion Desigen to Biology to lunch (which by changing my math class i got lunch with Sarah.) to Drama-Ind Study to PE.

I haven't made any new friends yet, maybe i should so i'm not stuck not knowing anyone. But thats just my luck.

Today I found out the dates for Cobra Starship to go on tour. My mom said i could go for my birthday present 'cause my brother got a $500 AMP for his guitar for his birthday. I also got 'Hot Mess' on Tuesday. At first i was a little unsure about it but it grew on me. Now i completely love it. I also joined 'Cobra Crew' which came free with the CD. So now i have chances to meet them.

I have to go get ready for tomorrow. But it seems that I keep procrastinating. I need to straighten my hair so its not a afro tomorrow morning.

"The reflection in the mirror is her only friend..."

Nothing but the local Dj.

This summer has been a drag i decided. I have done completely nothing but i guess thats alright with me. Don't you get a summer break to rest right? So i guess i've been doing that. I went to the mountains again today, My eyes always itch so bad when I'm up there, but its so pretty and peaceful.

I have 15 more days of summer left. I just want to get school over with. I already have my freshman year done (which people say is the worst year?) so i don't have to worry about being the new kid. I always hated being the new kid. I feel bad for all the kids who come and don't know anyone, i try to be there friends. But sometimes it doesn't work, they always want to hang out with the 'cool' kids who go out every friday night with a bunch of friends and get drunk. I have my friends, i may not have many but i have some and they've been there for me every time.

I decided that I want to just start doing whats good for me and not want everyone else wants me too do. I'm tired of it. I'm going to keep moving on with my life no matter what. Life doesn't stop for anyone. There might be some bumps in the road but you can always fix those. Don't start living your life when your 40, start living it now. You can never go back in time and take it all back. Don't regret anything you do. Someone asked me a couple days ago "If you can go back in time would you change anything?" My answer was no. They seemed suprised at my answer and asked me why? I responded "I wouldn't be who i am or be where i am right now if i changed what i did in the past. No regrets. The past is the past and its over with, you have to look into the future and worry more about that then what already happened." I was proud of my answer. Learn from your mistakes other than sitting there and regreting them.

You can't change the past, you can only change the future.